tinker0206

There is someone standing at my door. Just outside of this dark cave, There is someone staring listening, breathing. My mind is spinning, screaming, weeping. Who is the stranger outside my door? The one at the threshold of my fear and despair. The one whose shadow I feel creeping. The one whose heart I hear beating. He grabs the knob, but it will not move. Its locked; there is no key. My soul cries to be set free! But no, the stranger cannot reach me. I am locked here for eternity.

The way he smiled, The way he laughed, His crazy jokes, His childish ways, The way he held me, The way he kissed me, The way he said my name, The way he looked at me, The fun we had, How he could never understand how I could like him back, The way we played, The way we teased, The way he wiped away my tears, The way it felt when we were together, The way it feels now that we're not, The way we fight, His apologies, The tears in his eyes that he won't let fall, The endless nights I spen awake, His friends and family, The look on his face when he sees my pain, The way I feel when I see his, Our stubbornness, His ego, How

Everything is whirring past, I am going way too fast. Its over now and he is dead, His voice is crying in my head. I heard the shot, watched him shake and twist, His dull grey face will not be missed. No one there wanted to hear, How I fels without him near. They point, they sneer, they laugh, they joke, When they find me I hope they choke. The cliff is steep, my heart in vain, But bery soon I'll feel no pain. I'm falling now, I can't turn back. Oh, God! My world is turning black. Darkness.

Will someone please look at me? Warm my heart with your comforting eyes My loneliness cuts a gaping wound That is my torn life of heartbreaks and lies If I were gone, would you see me then? With eyes open to what is no more This mark stays tattoed on the front of my mind As dath knocks lightly at my door I am the child who was once so loved But soon was pushed to the side Now I place all my hopes in these small white disks In the loving arms of Suicide Take off your blindfold Do you see me now? A life so shattered, cold, and abrupt Do you realize now what you could have seen? To bad Your time is up

The moon droops at half mass Here surrounded by city lights I've never felt so at home I've never been so alive Too many tears were cried Here in vain so many years We tried to win battles- we Lost them all without tears I could beg you to come and Stay with here with me a while Because I miss your laugh, your Arms, your voice, your smile But it's okay, and I'll survive Here among the city lights Nothing bad will happen here I'm finally living without fear Lost I was for so very long But I'm here now, and nothing's wrong It's as if everything should be Stoped here because after All the times we faught- there Should be

I've been lost A long time Searching for What is mine All alone Tears I cry Lay in bed Muffle cries But I don't need to worry now Because he's coming home And everything I worried about Seems now to all be gone Always I am lost without him I need him by my side For this day and all the others Here's to the rest of my life Here I am Lost again Trapped inside Sudden pain Ripped away My love's gone I've missed him For so long But I don't need to worry now Because he's coming home And everything I worried about Seems now to all be gone Always I am lost without him I need him by my side For this day and all the other

Didn't you see me standing there Eyes dried up from crying too often Cowering at every word you Possibly could have spoken So softly, so gently But they break me I'm in a million pieces again No explanations, you're gone But you're still here, and I don't Understand at all where I belong Speak softly, Speak gently Don't break me Turning words around in my head Of things that I probably should have said Instead of getting so mad so fast But this isn't us, if it is, can it last? We're doomed to feel this way for a while Until we've made up, neither of us can smile I'll write a million things to make you see That it's just you

You stabbed me with your words With a blade thats very sharp Somewhere in the distance An angel played the harp The melody was beautiful As each sad note was played She stood there weeping Watching our love fade I ran toward the music Hoping it was a dream Then I saw her standing there Beside a sparkling stream She looked up at me I knew it was all real Her eyes were full of pity She knew how I must feel I screamed at her to go I thought that you'd come back I sat and watched the greyness Untill it all went black Still she played for me A tear ran down her face She told me that she wanted To take me from this place She